Anxiety is Creeping Into My Life Again. Oh Joy.

Well world, it's August, and you know what that means: CRAZY OMG BACK TO SCHOOL LET'S BUY YOU FIVE MILLIONS PENS AND PENCILS AND CLOTHES AND GO CRAZY OMG.

Yes, exactly that.

Now, it would seem like I should be calm about this next semester right? I should be calm and ready to take things as they come. I should be ready to just keep on moving with whatever happens. I should be excited and happy that school is starting again, right? Wrong.

I don't know what it is but I am actually really nervous about school starting again. Maybe it's because I'm not rooming with the same person. Maybe it's because I have big plans and goals for this semester. Maybe it's because I am more on the lookout for a potential relationship. Most likely it's a combination of many things. I'm just scared.

I mean, pardon my French, but shit went down last semester. It really went down. So many things happened in my life I couldn't understand which way was up. I was that confused by the time I came back to my hometown.

I've taken this summer to think about my life and analyze where I'm at, but I'm still INCREDIBLY nervous for the semester ahead. There's probably going to be many more firsts next semester than there were for this one, and I'll probably do more things I never would have done before. I don't know, world. UT is going to be crazy this semester, I can already tell. However, I'm excited to see what all it's going to bring at the same time. My thoughts are really random today, I apologize.

Anywho, I'm gonna head back to surfing Tumblr for hours waiting for pictures of Anne Hathaway in her Catwoman costume to show up. Please excuse me.

~This is Deej, signing off.