Almost There

Wow blog, it's been forever since I've updated you, how've you been?

I want to apologize to anyone who's been anxiously awaiting my next post, I've been busy, lazy, and every other emotion recently and I haven't gotten the urge to sit down and actually type something up.

This semester's almost over. I can't believe how much it flew. I remember writing that last entry in January when it was about to begin, and now... it's over. I seriously am dumbfounded. I look in my journal as well and I see that things have definitely flown.

It's almost May, my summer looms ahead of me, with hopes that I may be able to find a job, and hopefully not at the dreadful Joe's Crab Shack. It's funny how that place has changed me as a person. I figured that out through this entire year how much I've changed. I've become more independent and more focused on myself. It's insane what has happened to me.

Just as I was noticing these changes, the year flew. Loves cames and went, and I learned many a lesson about life. Some people dropped out, and others dropped in, but that's the way the game goes I suppose.

Blog, if I don't update you for a while, I want you to know I still love you, and I've just been super busy and lazy and all that jazz. And for you, dear reader, who might have been anxiously holding onto my every word, I want to say thank you for reading this. It means a lot to me.

~This is Deej, signing off.

Back To The Old Grind

Holiday breaks, you either love them or you hate them. Most of the time you are loving your first day off on your break and then you wish you were back maybe even studying your brains out because boredom sets in rather quickly.

That's probably how my break has been. Most of the time I have been sitting here on my stomach or on my butt surfing the web for new SoulCalibur V announcements, or seeing what my friends are up to on the ever-present demon known as Facebook. I haven't really been going out much at all really, save for a sleepover and a couple nights where I didn't get home until like midnight.

For the most part, my laziness has been insurmountable. I have tried to get myself to play a video game, or to start a movie, but this darn computer draws me back into it's hole of memes and music videos. Now, I probably have a major case of first world problems right now and I understand. I'm just a tad lazy, I know.

However, tomorrow at 10 AM I shall be headed back to the heart of Texas, Austin, I will once again be reacquainted with all of the creepers, hipsters, and hobos that roam The Drag, and I will once again begin the stress-outs over exams, quizzes, and essays. It's endless.

There are a few parts of me that don't want to go back though. There are certain people and things I am anxious to get back to, because I'm not sure about the notes I left them on. They might've hated me since the last time we spoke, or they just want nothing to do with me. It's definitely just a little bit scary. However, we do what we must in this world I suppose.

I do have a couple of things keeping me going though. SoulCalibur V and Final Fantasy XIII-2 both release at the end of this month on January 31st, which is about.... 17 days from today? Not bad. SC looks to be a ton of fun, they've revamped the fighting engine and I've actually ordered myself a Fightstick like you see in the arcades to play it! I'm so pumped.

So, with video game releases approx. 2-3 weeks away, I've been counting down the days and preparing myself for another crazy semester. Who knows, blog? Perhaps I'll update this a little more regularly than last semester. We'll see. If I don't though, wish me luck on my future endeavors, and I hope all of y'all be safe and make this semester or year one to remember!

~This is Deej, signing off.

New Years Resolutions and Other Things